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Post by Naome on Aug 26, 2013 12:38:35 GMT -8
Sandz half smirk played on his lips as he looked at her. "I just don't think i would be good at raising anyone. I'm too twisted..." he said, looking back over at JayJay as the pup slept. "I'd probably scare any kid. The only reason Jade's kids aren't is 'cus i helped when they were attacked." he said, recalling when Jaden asked him for help getting Roberto back. He had just been taken by Gaven, if he remembered right. /I wonder what happened to him while he was with Gaven.../ he thought suddenly.
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Post by Skylar Esmeralda on Aug 26, 2013 23:12:44 GMT -8
the things that you might like don't grow inside of me "And that's the problem. You doubt yourself too much. I do the same but I think when and if it ever happens, I think I'd be able to pull through and raise a kid." Val said. "You need to think positive." she looked at JayJay as well, "it's sort of easy to take care of a puppy and help it grow into a full grown dog. It'll be a bigger challenge to raise a kid into an adult, but what's life worth living without embracing challenges that come along?" she said thoughtfully as she looked at the puppy and shifted her gaze back to Sandz.
She then smiled and got him in a headlock. "Besides, it's not like yoy be alone in raising a kid. You'd have the mother of your child, who ever it'd be, to help you with it." she added and tightened her grip. She laid him on the bed beside her, "Now, what will you do in this predicament I have put you in?" she asked. @ tag |
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Post by Naome on Aug 27, 2013 14:46:53 GMT -8
(Well that came outta nowhere, sudden 2 paragraphsXD aweshum)
Sandz laughed faintly. She was definitely correct. He turned to look at her. " Yeah, you're right...i haven't thought like that before though. Not in awhile, probably only because i never thought about it."(i cant seem to put sentences together right anymore, im gettin dumber T.T)"You're certainly good to talk to." he commented with a tease in his voice.
Sandz tilted his head back as she caught him. It startled him, but he chuckled to himself. "True. She'd have to be crazy to want a kid with me though." He pulled his hands up gripping her arms as he was trapped tighter now. He stuck his tongue out a little between his teeth, looking mischievous. 'Hup!' Was the sound he made as he took the effort to free from her headlock. He rolled over, so now she was trapped. He leaned above her, hands on either side of her, his knees bent as their faces were directly facing each other. His arms were straight, so their faces weren't too close. If he were to bend them, he would have to bend his knees so their whole bodies would be much closer. He tilted his head down slightly so his hair came in his face more. A sly smile came to his face. "I think the tables have been turned."
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Post by Skylar Esmeralda on Aug 27, 2013 14:59:48 GMT -8
the things that you might like don't grow inside of me "Then maybe you should think like that more often" she told him, "And it's true what they say, 'Girls are just slightly more smarter than boys'" she added as she looked up at him, "No fair, you're slightly stronger." she struggled to turn the tables as he did but couldn't.
She tried to get her legs free so she could push him off and ended up popping a bone to were Sandz could hear. "Ow!" she shouted, "That didn't sound good" @ tag |
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Post by Naome on Aug 27, 2013 15:32:37 GMT -8
Sandz chuckled. "I will agree with that only to a certain extent, love(no not jus cus she's his gf, he does that when hes amused fyi, to girls and guysXD)." 'Slightly, yes, but a headlock is just a simpler position to get out of than this one, isn't it?" He smiled as she struggled. He knew they were merely playing, but for some reason this scene gave him nostalgic chills(u'll find out why eventually).
"Nuh-uh not gonna let you up, you got yourself into this one now."Sandz jumped, his arm slipping as he was slightly startled by the sound. He caught himself, but now their bodies were faintly toughing, his lips close to hers.(HAHAHAHA! *grin*) He was surprised, blushing faintly, but too surprised to move. Strangely this confident man fell when it came to women.
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Post by Skylar Esmeralda on Aug 27, 2013 15:41:22 GMT -8
the things that you might like don't grow inside of me Val rubbed her leg with what she could. She sighed, "I think that's a sign to stop" she said as she looked at him. As she looked at him, she lightly kissed his lips.
"Looks like I'm crazy enough to want to be with you" she told him. "Kids are a different story" she added. "I guess it depends if we both would want kids..... With each other" She looked over at JayJay to see he was still sleeping, she then looked at Sandz again. "What do you think about it?" she asked. @ tag |
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Post by Naome on Aug 28, 2013 13:19:05 GMT -8
Sandz huffed lightly, a small grin forming as she kissed him. He rolled onto the bed, next to her now, he lay on his side and sighed. He was still bothered by the odd feeling he had gotten when he first trapped her.
Blushing rosy pink, he looked at her, an awkward, crooked smile on his face. "Really, you're the only girl I've ever thought about it with...kids. But, it matters more to me what you think about it, after all--you're still a student." he respondeed with a bit of thought. He didn't show his worry on his face, but he was pondering what that horribly nostalgic feeling was. And it was not positive either. Had he forgotten something from before?
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Post by Skylar Esmeralda on Aug 28, 2013 19:21:07 GMT -8
the things that you might like don't grow inside of me "So what if I'm still a student? There are students here with kids or are going to have kids. The father of Jaden's kids is still a student" she pointed out. Val moved and put her head on his shoulder.
"Besides, if there ever is a kid in the picture, you'd take care of it while I went to my classes. If you could handle it that is. If not, you could have Jaden help you" she teased. She looked up at him and ruffled his hair, "something on your mind? It feels like you're worried about something" she added. @ tag |
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Post by Naome on Aug 29, 2013 16:18:23 GMT -8
Sandz agreed with her, she made good points. How unlike him, doubting himself. He sighed, smiling at her as she lay her head on his shoulder. He moved his left arm and put it around her loosely. "You're right. I seem to be losing confidence, what's wrong with me?" he playfully teased. He kissed her cheek.
Chuckling, he nodded thoughtfully. "That's true. If i can handle those rowdy twins though, i can certainly handle any child." Grinning, he thought about Jaden. "It would be repayment for helping with her kids." he responded, continuing their joshing. Blinking, he took her hand as she ruffled his hair, smiling faintly at her. He gazed at her, wondering if he should tell her. He thought it best, and bit his lip. "I just...got an unpleasant feeling when i pinned you...Like it was familiar." he spoke thoughtfully, the worry in his face. /What don't i remember?/ Maybe something like that has happened before, but why did he feel chills?
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Post by Skylar Esmeralda on Aug 29, 2013 17:13:28 GMT -8
the things that you might like don't grow inside of me "You losing confidence? I don't believe it" Val joked with a smile. She poked his side and picked her head up as he spoke.
"Unpleasant feeling?" she repeated. "What do you mean?" she asked. She then thought, /i didn't feel anything/ she thought. /Maybe 'cuz I wasn't thinking about it?/ she then turned and sat on his stomach, legs on either side of him. "Something like this?" @ tag |
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Post by Naome on Aug 29, 2013 18:57:23 GMT -8
Sandz chuckled. "Happens to everyone i guess. Even the most unexpected." He grinned at her, enjoying their messing around.
"I don't know...but...like something like that has happened before..." Sandz blushed when she sat on him. He turned his head away, blushing harder. The smile faded as he remembered the feeling, and a piece of the memory as well. It was a flash, and fuzzy so he did not get much out of it. "No..." he stumbled on his words, distracted because of her now(XD) "Just...a sudden feeling when i pinned you. It was only a moment." His fist clenched against the bed. /A feeling...that made me scared of myself.../ He had not meant to, but he had spoken it out softly. Though, because of her werewolf side, she would have heard it, even a little. He bit his lip, the memory starting to get clearer in his head.
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Post by Skylar Esmeralda on Aug 29, 2013 20:27:48 GMT -8
the things that you might like don't grow inside of me Val tilted her head as she looked at him, "Scare you as in what?" she asked. She then got off him and went to change into her pajamas in the restroom. When she came back, she sat cross-legged on the bed.
"Wow, either I make you uncomfortable or you're not used to a female underneath or on top of you" she said in a very serious voice. "But which it is, I have no idea. It could be both. I'm not so sure"
She made him look at her and kissed him again, putting more feeling into it this time. Val pulled back and looked at him, trying to see if it was just her in general. @ tag |
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Post by Naome on Aug 29, 2013 20:47:15 GMT -8
He remained laying down, sighing. His brow tensed, and he moved his hand over his face as if recalling something unpleasant. He was starting to remember now. But why had he forgotten? Well, it's not like something anyone would want to remember. He gripped the bed harder with his other hand. His sudden peculiar shift in attitude made it more clear that he remembered something unpleasant. He heard her question, but bit his lip, hard.
He avoided her eyes when she forced him to look at her. He smiled faintly as she kissed him. He gave a sad laugh, slightly shaky. This was the least composed he had ever shown Val, or anyone else as a matter of fact. Except some other friends(random imperians). "No, it's neither of those...I...just realized why i got that feeling when i pinned you...I remembered something." He did kiss her back when she kissed him, but he still would not look at her. The look she saw in his eyes when she forced Sandz to look at her, would have been so sad.
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Post by Skylar Esmeralda on Aug 29, 2013 21:01:59 GMT -8
the things that you might like don't grow inside of me "And what is it you remembered?" she asked. She understood if he didn't want to look at her for a reason only he knew. She made a face as she sat next to him, waiting for his response.
Val then pulled her hair up into a pony tail and sighed lightly. /maybe he doesn't want to talk about whatever it is he remembered/ she thought. @ tag |
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Post by Naome on Aug 30, 2013 14:12:41 GMT -8
Sandz released his lip, now that he was not biting it, blood trickled down his chin. He stared at the ceiling, covering his face with the back of his hand, placing it just over his eyes. He wanted to tell someone. And he trusted her just as much as he trusted Reigin and Jaden. He spoke in the softest voice, as if everything might fly away if he spoke much louder. "Because...i raped a girl."(I hope that wasn't too obvious? o.o)
Well, it was no wonder he forgot. He probably would have been better off forgetting. The question was, why did he commit the crime?
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Post by Skylar Esmeralda on Aug 30, 2013 14:43:22 GMT -8
the things that you might like don't grow inside of me When he told her that, Val froze. What was she supposed to say or react to that. She just looked at him with a shocked look on her face.
She then shifted where she sat and looked out the window. Her eyes changed color but nothing happened. Val was about to say something when there was a knock on her door. She sighed and got up to answer it.
It was a friend of hers. "Clyde, what are you doing here?" she asked. She looked back at Sandz and stepped outside, making sure Clyde didn't see him. They talked for awhile then she came back in to the room. She sat on the bed and looked out the window again, "May I ask what possessed you to do that?" she asked. @ tag |
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Post by Naome on Aug 30, 2013 15:12:00 GMT -8
He did not dare look at her. He truly would have preferred running off right now. He was ashamed. But, if he did that...it would make things worse. He was still gripping the sheets on her bed, and kept his other hand clenched, laying over his eyes.
He waited until she returned inside to provide a response. "I have no legible response to that. She was a friend, and i got angry at her. I can't hold back when i snap. I am no different than i was then. I'm still an insane beast." It was always that way, ever since the Council came in. Take a breath and explode like bullets tearing through the wind
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Post by Skylar Esmeralda on Aug 30, 2013 15:31:09 GMT -8
the things that you might like don't grow inside of me Val couldn't help but look at him with a sad look on her face. She lightly sighed and kissed his cheek, "You're not an insane beast Sandz. If you are then what does that make me? I've killed friends before. Just because they betrayed me" she told him.
She looked at his hidden face and looked down at her feet, "Were not that different" she said in a low voice. @ tag |
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Post by Naome on Aug 30, 2013 18:03:13 GMT -8
"At least you had a reason. Betrayal, is a harsh thing. Besides...dead, is better than living through suffering." He smiled faintly as she kissed him. "Thanks...but, it is true, whether anyone likes it or not. You've never really seen me like that, if you did...you may agree."
He released the sheets, taking her fingers in his hand, so they weren't completely holding hands. "You say that...but i certainly like you more than myself." He moved his hand from his face, his eyes on her. Sitting up slightly, he kissed her softly at the curve of her jaw under her ear, then leaned back, sighing. (maybe start our little plot we talked about now? erg, brb again)
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Post by Skylar Esmeralda on Aug 30, 2013 18:25:40 GMT -8
the things that you might like don't grow inside of me (sure. How do we do that? Say she already had the baby or is sick while pregnant?) @ tag |
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